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Dziubas_Hae [My dream world]
16 March 2010 @ 05:40 pm
DREAM II – Korea – 100316 – One Shot

I dreamed...that I lived in Korea. Donghae and I we were close friends. Sometimes it's seemed that too close. Hae visited me realy often at my home. Today also he had come. Typically, we was sitting in the living room, but this time he said that he want us go to my room. But waeo ?? To see what I have there...antwae !! It's my secret place so that's why I need to clean up before he coming. Every time he asked me:
- Why we not go to your room ?? I replied:
- This is my sanctuary and no one has the right to enter there except me.
But this time I decided that I'll let him go there besides he was my best friend. I run quickly to the
loft and to hide everything what I had to. After 20 min room looked very accepted enough for anyone who wanted see my room. The bell ring at the door, I thought: That's probably Hae !! I run quickly down the stairs.
- Annyeo, yo what's up ?? - he greet same way as usually, making fools in the same time.
- Kwenchana, yo come in - I answered, smiling.
- Go upstairs to my room and wait for me ok ?? I have to go to the bathroom for a secound.
- Arasso, don't be hurry - he smiled at me and went up the stairs to the
At that time I run fast to the bathroom to fix my make-up, check it if I have colours on my face or check that I don't have bruises under the eyes.
In my head I have many thoughts...Damn, his behave is strangely today...he seems to be little different... hymmm starnge that he wanted go to my room ?? What's he up to ?? I was really nervous and wasn't sure about Fishy intentions. The last time I looked into the mirror and I said to myself: HWAITING !! I walked proudly from the toilet and went upstairs. When I entered to the room...I found Hae crying. I was surprised but a worried in the same time. I came closer to him, grabbing his arm.
- Donghae, what happened ?? Why are you crying ?? Are you not feeling well ??
In same time, he turned showing me this:


Photo which I made on his 23 b-day and printed out...I left it on my desk. In hurry I forgot to hide it too. I was shocked...I didn't know what to say. He cried like a little baby, he was totally touched so I only mumbled:
- Omo this !! I see that you saw it... - not ending sentence I let down my blushed face. I never showed him this cuz I knew that it would be embarrassing situation for me like now. Looking down I saw the other pics...he found them all which I took off from the wall after he had to come. When I saw it I was even more shocked. After a moment with bowed head, I said:
- I see that you found the rest too... - pointing to the box, which was under the bed.
- Ymm, I found them all. I had no idea that you...Look at me...Look at me Yoebo !! - he lightly shouted raising my head .
- Why did you hide it from me ?? Why did you never showed me this ?? Don't you know how much it's means to me !! - he looked at me with sparkles in his eyes.
- I don't know...I was afraid...afraid that you found out about my true feelings to you. I didn't want to destroy our friendship. - I answered almost with tears in his eyes.
- Who you was afraid ?? Me ?? Your best friend ?? - he said with disbelief.
- Ooh !! Just because you were my best friend that's why I never showed you this. From the beginning I felt something more to you...from the first moment when I saw you I fall in love with you. But I didn't know what you feel to me, so I was stayed in our friendship. It was enough for me that you're with me. But now I'm not afraid to say what I feel...saranghae Donghae-ya...chongmal saranghae and I never gonna leave you !!
When Donghae heard my confess tears fallen from his eyes.
- Nan... - he wanted to say something but he couldn't cuz tears
tight too much in his eyes.
After a few minutes in silence Donghae said:
- Now I know how much you love me !! - he said and then pull me to him.
Hae hug me so tenderly as ever before and
cuddled in my neck. I was staned like a stone with wide open eyes and I couldn't move. After a while, I reciprocate his feelings and hugged him too. I didn't know what to do...his reaction completely shocked me. He looked so cute when he wiped his nose from tears.
- Na do saranghae Bora-ya !! - finally he replied.
When I heard his
answer on my cofession...I couldn't believe my ears that I hearing that...I thought that I maybe misunderstand him.
- I wanted to tell you this from long time too but I was too shy to do it. - he said, stroking my face.
I felt like he coming closer to me...closer and closer until he made in my mouth a real romantic kiss, which I've waited and wanted from so long. Tears start flow down from my eyes. I knew that deep inside his heart he was very shy but from other hand, he was self-confident that it was the right moment. Donghae kisses became more passionate and sharper that suddenly we fallen on my bed. We lay down close, staring at each other and hugging. After 2 years our close friendship we finally had confessed our feelings to oneself. HAEVEN has been
completed successful !!~~

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ps. How much I wish that was true =. = but unfortunately this is only my dream !! =))
Dziubas_Hae [My dream world]
17 January 2010 @ 06:02 pm
I don't know how to explain...I avoir half-reality and half-dreams;] I mean that I dream about when I fall asleep and later when I wake up wink.gif At that time are THE BEST dreams! cool.gif Sometimes I just seting, thinking or imagine about some situation where I want to be =] But it's all my clear dreams! smilee.gif I wrote it as a short stories in order to looks and read better -.gif I little color my dreams cuz it would be cut off without ending. As you know dreams all the time star not from beginning and not ending^^ But this what I wrote is 99% what I dreamt! laugh.gif

DREAM I - Thailand - 100117 - One Shot

I dreamed of that I was in Thailand when Donghae and Siwon were shooting a program on Ko Kret II. I was one of the few European fans, the rest was Asians so I stand out. Flowed with the ELFs in the boat next to Hae and Won. Many fans waved and shouted as hysterical in the direction of the boys, but they not always wave back. At some point I noticed the Donghae is quite close to me, I waved and smiled to him. He noticed me immediately then waved, and send me one of his KILLING smiles.I was happy with the thought of the legs under me break down. One of the Thai girls noticed it and with angry in her eyes she looked at me and pushed me in the water! I fell with vengeance. I began to shed and shout:
- Help me! I can’t swim – I shouted as drowning.
Fans looked up at me and giggled. I thought, in the depths of the soul:
-What a mean girls! Wrr ... not get them to dry!
Still waved helplessly looking for help without the effect ...no one heard me. Suddenly I noticed that on the SuJu boat someone pick up and heard my crying for help. It was Hae, without hesitation, took off his sweater and jumped into the water. After a while people from the team dragged us on board. Fishy put me on the floor, but unfortunately I was not conscious.
- Yaaa, kwenchana? Yaa - patting me lightly on the cheek.
Siwon steel side and watched with amazement the whole incident. After his head he went different thoughts:
-Dear God! How they could push the girl into the water ... and what would have happened if she had drowned? She’s all soaked. ...good that's isn't cold she don’t get sick ...
Donghae still trying to rouse me, but in vain. Seeing that it does not, he leaned over me and started making artificial breathing mouth to mouth. He repeated this several times until at I awoke with eyes wide open and Hae lips stick to my mouth. Shocked to be picked up.
- Uh, what happened? Where am I? Goosh I'm all wet ajgooo! - looking at clothes.
Hae looked at me, smiled and said:
- Do not worry I'm wet too. Good that nothing happened to you...I've noticed you in the last second . - he replied, smiling most beautiful as he could.
At the moment when he said it I looked at his wet torso, which becomes apparent from the wet T-shirt. After his face, arms and torso were flowing water droplets. He looked so hott & sexyyy, so I thought that I'll throw up on him and devour him alive. I watched as the hand sweeps his hair up, almost I don’t flowed slink.
- Komawoyo, Donghae-shii - repled, smiling to him.
He just blinked his eyes and stroked my wet head.
- Kaja, disguise yourself. - Hae said and go down under the deck.
Donghae went after things to dress up and I stood shivering with cold. After a while, he came with a slight smile on his face.
- Unfortunately, we do not have women's clothes, but you can slip into mine - he replied with pride and a grin from ear to ear.
- Komawo, you're really nice and good-natured - smiled, turning with blushes on my face and I went towards the bathroom.
Moments later, I left a little embarrassed, wearing Fishy clothes. He looked at me and smiled.
- And? How do I look? A little too big, but it is not bad - I answered, shaking from side to side.
- Yeppo! Chongmal yeppo! - he said grabbing my hand in order to I sat down near him.
Very quickly we got in touch. We talked, laughed like a couple of good old friends. And fans could only watch us from afar and jealousy. However me...I felt like I was in seven heaven!!!~ ~

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